11 months postpartum is no joke. Those first months, I was not okay. I couldn’t take my eyes off my baby—not even for a second. I pushed help away because I needed her to know her mama would always be there. Postpartum isn’t pretty or easy. It’s heavy. From the moment I held her… to the day doctors told me she stopped breathing for minutes… that changed me forever. Watching her in the incubator for days without being able to hold her broke something in me. Now I have a healthy, happy, loud, gigg

If I could ask for anything, it would be just five more minutes… 💕 From the day I first held you, to watching you grow right before my eyes. Time, please slow down — my baby girl turns ONE next month 🥹🎂 Mommy loves you forever and always 🤍 #FiveMoreMinutes #FirstBirthday #BabyGirl #ThenAndNow #FromNewbornToNow